Diagnosed with HIV a week ago...

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Well, I'll start from the beginning. I met this guy that seemed like everything you could want in a man, Good heart, Great personality, great humor, great goals. he seemed like a great guy so after four months of dating and getting to know him and phone conversations, We decided to get official. So we then start to get intimate, and then, after about a month, he asks me to move in, so I do. Everything was peachy, we go out to fancy dinners, strolls in the park, and travel together. But then attitude and personality throws a 360... he started getting violent and throwing things and on several occasions beating me. he gets phone calls from guys he called, associates, after each call he leaves to tend to "business". Then I borrowed his laptop and sever s----l explicit messages about how great the S-- was and guys wanting him to screw them, I confronted him about it and cat gets his tounge, So I leave and moved to an apartment on the other side of town, and then I get a email saying . You should get tested, I say ok, And i also asked is there something I should know, he says Just go get tested , I said , I am, and I asked him if he ha a std or something, he saids, "If i do thats my business". I said if you gave me something, I'll sue you, he said :"haha you got no proof" and blocks me.He was the first guy i ever slept with so i know 100% its was him. I then go to my testing center, and I come out hiv positive, i feel suicidal and a walking corpse. everyone saying im gonna die. Could really use some support from the poz community right now.

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[wambare]

that is life and when u think ur situation is bad wait untill u hear about someones else story i have been very keen on myself and S-- life and i have been always useing rotection to my shock 4 days ago i was having toncils and i decided to go for cheek up and when i went for the test that i just decided to do as nomally with confidence knowing that theres no way i can b postive but shock on me. i thout it was a bad dream but each day its comes to realitey that its true and am adjusting slowly and asked mmy self where is god . but am taking each day at atime.

[vanessa1]

`You idiots. No one here has helped this poor, distraught person. You can message me hunny. I am empathetic and caring. It's not helpful to say ''that is life'', wambare. You utter loser. I would've thought you of all people would have some compassion, seeing as you yourself have HIV too.